Todae nth really happened..
in the morninq go shopping w/ my mum..>__<
thn in the afternoon go to Margareth house to do something to our nails..:DD
my parents say tt my nail looks lyk ghost though..>.<~~~
cz i use somewhat lyk black color..
and thn go home...do usual boring things again..
can't wait for sch to re-open..-.-

l8r thn going to edit my blogskin..
Think tt's all for todae..
bb~~
:DD

Hi!
today write earlier then usual..
cz i noe at night i won't be able to online..T_T~
dunno wat to do l8r..
Maybe study?@.@


So,today edited my friendster profile..
ard 2++ done it..:DD
Soon going out to eat..


Dunno wat to write anymore..
cz nth really happened today..
eat,drink,bath,& all the usual things..XD~
My eyes gets better too..
tnx to my mum & the God..:DD


Think its enough nw..
bye!:DD

Hello to everyone who read tiz blog..
lolz!

todae was a really bad dae!T_T

first when i go out to eat with my dad,mom,& christine..
Smth bad happened..__.
i don't want to mention it though..
LOL!

& the 2nd bad things happened is that "something is wrong with my eyes!!"
early in the morning today my eyes are hurt..
but,i don't really care that time cz i think maybe it's nt smth bad & it will recover as the time passed by..
but,in the noon my eyes seem to be worst then before..
i try nt to care about it again..cz when i look in the mirror,my eyes are not red or smth bad happened..
& at the night the pain is getting worse..
when i go out to eat,i ask my mum & she try to look into my eyes & say tt nth bad happened with it..
but,i can't stand the pain anymore..
so when i reach home i try to look in the mirror again..
& i see through every single place at my eye..
& i try to see really clearly..i realise that smth bad is happening to my eye!.__.
i told my mum & she say that it's nt really a big problem & give me an eye's drop medicine..(@.@..is that how it's called?)
but,still i'm feeling the pain!!!.__.
Geez! hate it so much..
hope my eyes are going to get well soon..:DD


Okz!think tt's all for today..
Byes!
& sorry for my wrong grammars

I hate my dad xo much!
He ruined my mood EVERYDAY!
Just now im chatting with my older sis,thn suddenly the computer restart by itself..I was going to tell him..When i step my 1st step into his room,he shout at me!
Geez!I hate him xo much!
Sometimes i just wish he is not my dad..But,the fact he is!N i cant change it!
One day he would say sorry to all his daughter for whatever he did to us!
I noe sometimes its our fault..But,that doesnt mean he can blame us for his own fault as well or when he gt a bad mood!
Ok enough for tt i think..:P

todae edit my blogskin again..
XD~
ard 1 hr ++
so hard..lolz..

tonite can't online cz tml gt sch..
.__.
& tt means my funeral days is ard the corner..T,T

don't want to think bout tt anymore..
nw going to edit my fs profile..
maybe need ard 3 hr ++ ?


think no more to say nw..
so bb ~ :]

Backies

November 22' 2008

lolz..
just nw updated my blogskin..
ard 2 hr ++ ..
But,still nt done yet..
no picture..cz my photoshop was removed by someone (yeah ! someone idiot ._.)
but,at least done around 90% of it..

& at last i'm almost back!
1 more month & i'll b free frm sch..
it's holidae though..:P
So,i'm very happy..
but,b'fore happy hollydays
i must go through a really hard semester test..T,T
so must study hard..
lolz..
& i'm so sad tt sth bad will soon happen to mii..
hate it so much!!!._.
dun want to mention it though..:P

& i miss my only chance to talk to him just nw..
i'm so IDIOT!
even though i promised nt to think bout him anymore..
but,i just can't..T,T
at his b'day last week i oso didn't say happy b'dae to him..
arrghh!!!i'm so damn idiot..
y i can't just say it out?
everyone did say happy b'dae to him..
except mii..
haiz..
dunno alr..
so stress.__.
Goin' to slp nw..
tata ~

October 31 ' 2008
todae is halloween..:DD
happy halloween all..
sry for nt updatin' for such a long time..
cz bz & all..T_T~

todae could b both the best & the worst dae of my lifee..
i just cant say the reason..
itz too many & too private..=X

November 1 '2008
todae nt realli anything happened.
go to Sun & watch HSM 3..:DD
although i waited for almost 1 hour for the ticket.
cz sum problems im late to go thr..
so i must wait so long for the ticket..T_T~

okz..
think its enough for todae..
tata ~ <3

Dear diary ~

October12' 2008 , Sundae
21:14 pm

in e morning wake at bout 7.30 am thn go bath & use pc like usual..
browse for songs & do projects awhile..
after tt go tuitionn..:(

so bored..
sit bside jennico todae..
nth much to do..:(

after tt go home & watch videos..
so bored..
im like livin' in hell..
cz nth to do..
so lazy to study..maybe tml..:)

thn , go Sun meet christine my mei..(she go thr earlier thn mii..)
after around 30 mins we go back home..:(

do all tiz borin' things..
geez..~___~

do project & find songs to download..
want plae fs oso feel more sien..

& & oso gt edit my blogskin..
chnged for 3 times todae..
arghhh...
still cant find wat iie want..:(
if gt pretty thn cant download or other cb reason cant download..:(
make ppl angry no mood only..
haiz..


going off nw..:)
tata ~ ♥

"Dear Diary"
M2M
Dear Diary,
Something good happened today
He finally called me by my name
I didn't know how to behave
What to say or do
I was so confused

Dear Diary,
I wanna talk to him again
But whenever he is with his friends
He keeps trying to pretend
But I already see
The way he feels for me

What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know

Dear Diary,
He wrote some letters on his hand
It wasn't hard to understand
I figured I'm part of his plans
But now I'm in his heart
I don't know where to start

What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know

[BRIDGE]
You're my secret hiding place
Where my private thoughts are safe
And just one look and he will see
What's inside of me

What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know

What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know

Dear Diary
Dear Diary
Dear Diary
Dear Diary

The lyrics of M2M songs..:)

Dear Diary ~

October 11 ' 2008
21:13 pm

Hellos!:)
so lonq didnt plae blog..
miss it so much..xP~

todae in the mornin' wake up at bout 9 a.m
go take a bath thn go tuition..T_T~
so bored thr..
haiz..

after tt go Sun wit jen & mar..:)
iie only buy 2 dictionarys & a magz..
in sun we oso gt c a guy..
his skin was Pink..
euu noe Pink ! x[
& his skin was seen lyk made of plastic..(well idk how to explain..)
& he's bald,his face was oval & small..
iie dun really mean to tease sum ppl..
but,tiz is just weird?~__~
but,really !
itz so ......
Oh well...,just forget it..
after tt go round" awhile thn go back home..
do my sch's stupid project & other thinqs..
tml still need to go tuition again..

wish mii luck..xP~
tata ~ <3

05 October 2008 - Sundae
19.49 pm


todae maybe will b last dae active blogginq..
cz tml sch started..
kind of sad though..=(

my dad just go out ..
so lucky to mii tt iie can still use the comp..x]
dunno when he'll b back..
maybe around 10 pm + bah..
he usually back around tt time..:)


Just nw read fanfics..
bout roxas x namine..(again..)
but,iie love them..cz they r cute to b tgt..xD
& roxas is just too cool to be true..(ttz y he didnt exist in tiz world..xP)
& when iie rmb of him,iie rmb'ed of Jesse McCartney his voice actor..
he is so cool too..XD~
iie love both of them..(lolz...)


Ok..
think ttz enough for todae since im goinq to b crazy..
hhe..

tata ~ <3

Hi..:]
ytd didnt write anythinq cz sort of -- lazy..
hahas..xD

iie read fanfics again..
but,itz all was roxas x namine fanfics..:]
cz iie love it..XD~

& at last iie found hatsune miku - anata no uta hime lyric..:]
kind of happy though..
& 2 more daes..& holidae is over..
im happy..
cz sch is goinq tu start here..
but,im nt done w/ my sch project..=.=
only 2 daes left..
hw SUX!
wish tt iie can done all of them in time..:]



& tiz is the lyrics iie said bfore..
just wanna write it here..XD~
no reason..:P


初音ミク -「あなたの歌姫」


この家のこのパソコンが私の新しい居場所なの

今日からはあなたがご主人様絶対に大切にしてよね

ちょっと！何するの！こんな卑猥な歌詞を歌わせないで

ちゃんとあなたの「言葉」と「想い」を伝えさせて

あの時私を買ってくれた本当の意味は違うでしょ？

私にもっと歌わせて

世界であなただけの歌姫なの

あなたに出会ってからの私の想いは秘密なの

今日もまた、あなたのレッスンがある

楽しみに…してなんかしていないわ

今日のレガート、上手に歌えてなかったかな？

ちゃんと歌の練習もするから見捨てないで

あなたに伝えたい想いがある

私を選んでくれて　ありがとう

あなたに出会えた喜び

いつもいつまでも忘れないよ

私はまだ満足してない あなたの歌を全部歌うまで

私にもっと歌わせて

世界であなただけの歌姫なの


think tts all tu write todae..:]
tata ~ <3

lolz..
todae iie think was a nice dae..
:]

in the morninq wake up at bout 10 am..xD
thn eat until 11 am..
lolz..:]
take a bath..
after tt iie online..(again..)
but,thn iie go read fanfics bout KH2 roxas x namine..
it was so cool,romantic, & all of tt kind..XD~
love it so much..
iie read it frm 12 am(i think) until 6.30 pm..
hahas..
40 chapters of it..:]


thn go out tu eat wid my dad's friend..(again..-.-)
but,tiz time nt realli borinq cz mii & my sis go tu the game center tu play..
if we sit thr & hear tu wat the olders said,thn ......-.-

n oso..
ytd 1 of my best friend qintari at last..
she's datinq wit sumone..:]
im happy for her..
XD~


hmm..
iie think tt's all happeninq todae..:]

tata ~ <3

todae so sien..
haiz..

in the morninq wake at bout 8 am..
thn dad ask mii help mother do home choirs cz my house maid is nt at home..T_T
iie hate doinq all of those..
but,...
iie must help my mum..rite?
x]

thn mii & my sis watch horror movie..
lolz..xD

in the afternoon after eat thn all dae lonq online...
haiz..
but,dunno wad tu do except tt..


at night we go out wid my father's friends..
frm 8 pm until 9.30 pm..
& they talk for so lonq..
iie almost fell asleep thr..~__~


think thr's nth left happened..
^^
bb~x]

haiz..
todae chnged my blog skin again..
dunno y think thr's sumthinq wronq..
edited my blog for 1 1/2 hours..
lolz..


todae so sien..
nth to do..
holidae was borinq..
dunno whr tu go..
in home oso nth to do..
just online & blogginq..
=(


if only iie go tu sch thn wont b lyk tiz..
hahas..XD~
but,if gt sch thn cant online for so many hours..
which 1 is better?
xP~

okz la..
think tts all happened todae..
sien all dae..
online until my eyes lyk panda liaos..
:P

bb~<3

haiz..
so lonq no blogginq d..
kinda miss it..
hahas..x]
im gettinq bored of my blog skin..
but,dunno wat tu use..
maybe will the panda 1 iie found in blogskins de..
hahas..
l8r iie think bah..
xP~


todae nth realli happened..
so sien..
nth tu do..
fs oso no one online..
=(
dunno wat tu write anymore..
think for sum few daes wont b any nice post..
cz wont go tu sch until next week..:(
kind of sad..
but,np lahs..
since lyk tiz oso fun..
hahas..
x]~

tt's all..
bb~<3

24.09.2008

todae..
nth realli happened..:]
doinq sch's hw..
T_T~
so hard tu do it..
but,done it at last..:D


25.09.2008

todae oso nth happened..
only my friend's bf (again..~__~)
he lies again..
dunno le lahs..
so lazy c his chat le..
all oso lie de..:[


so bz nw...
so,bb~:]

hi..:]
todae iie dun think thr's sumthinq happeninq..
but,iie'll oso write somethinq..
hahas..:]

in the morninq margie arrive in sch & we chat again w/ her idiot bf..
until nw he oso dunwan to tell the truth!
he think ppl is too idiot tu believe tt thr r sumone tt will die..
thn alive again?
he's crazy!=.=
& the 3 of them chat tgt..
mar,fx & jenica
mar & jennico r my best friend,fx is her bf,& jenica is sumone tt fx fake!iie mean jenica is nt rl..
but,fx chat wif mar usinq 2 acc..
but,he told her tt jenica is him..=.=
after few minutes they chat mar's hp lowbat!=.=
so we use jennico hp tu chat..
when they r talkinq tt f*ckinq jenica keep sayinq(each 5 minutes) "margie cie made bunni sad"
it souns lyk tt..iie dun realli rmb..but,itz almost lyk tt..
thn jennico say tu her shut up!
the girl thn give ‹/3
thn fx say tt the girl who chat wif thm is not margie..
but,who care?since mar is oso w/ us..=.=
thn the fx and jenica keep repeatinq ‹/3!
r they crazy tu repeat it so many times?=.=
iie hate tt fx so much!
he is too idiot tu tell tt crazy lies..=.=



& ...
nth happen..
dunno wat tu write anymore..
bb~:]

lolz..
todae so happy..:]

not realli happy..
but,at least im not in a bad mood..
x]

todae in the morninq..
iie talk tu margareth bf..
he's a liar..
he say tt..
thr is sumone tt love him so much..
in th mondae..
she gt a cancer..
so she's havinq an operation or watever it was called..=.=
but,the operation failed..
so in the tuesday she died..
and euu wont believe this!
in the fridae she came back ALIVE!
& she go to sch in a normal condition..
usually after ppl gt an "operation"(ps iie dunno how to call operasi in english..)
she cant realli b healthy just in 1 dae time..
rite?OwO~
but,tt girl can!
n when we ask her bf's younger brother,he dun even noe tt thr is a girl lyk tt!
& her bf oso say tt thr is sumone called jenica tt love his younger brother..
but,his younger brother doesnt even noe & recognize someone called jenica..
even though tt her bf said tt his younger brother noe jenica..
wtf..=.=
he's lyinq in all of his life time!

ok..
wont talk about him again..
cz it makes mii sick..:P~
todae when im in the science lab in my sch..
suddenly thr r a big circle in the sky..the color was grey..& thr was a rainbow around it..
the sun is in the middle of it..
it was pretty..:]
iie saw it for the second time though..
the first when iie was in the car..
dunno when..
but iie think itz the same lyk tt..
hahas..xP~


& todae at last he smile tu mii..:]
maybe im just thinkinq tu many..
cz for so many weeks after tt he never even talk & smile tu mii anymore..
but,todae..xD~
iie dun care if im just wronq or wat..
but,im happy..
just think tt he do tt..& dun think of the other thinqs..
hehe..x]


okz..gtg nw..
bb~<3

haiz..
todae so sienz..
my internet connection now goinq so slow..=.=
lyk hell!!!!!T_T~
cant do anythinq..
dunno wat shld iie do..
fs oso load very slow..=.=~

todae my dad go to jkt..
it means tt iie can online..
but he go thr until tuesdae afternoon..
so only can online on mondae..:(
but,lyk tt oso enough lahs..
cz iie'll miss him..(':
im a good girl rite?
ahahaahah..xP~


ok lahs..
itz time to go nw..
bb~ :]

todae was so much fun..x]~
in the morninq iie go tu sch tu take the "ijazah"=.=~~
dunno hw tu call it in english..
ps my english so bad..
hahas...xD~
after tt iie go take the math test..x[~
but,after takinq tt sux test mii & my best friends go tu Jennico house..
we make sumthinq tgt..:D
it was so much fun..
we oso gt cook sumthinq to eat..
but,iie didnt do anythinq when we r cookinq..
cz iie hate tu cook ..T_T~
after tt they wash the dishes & iie take their pic..
hahas..xD~
thn we go make sumthinqs..
but thn,when we saw the barbie doll,we play it awhile..x]~
but,too bad..
iie must go back home in 4.30 pm..T_T~
wish tt day will nvr ends..:]

pics:
- qin's hand -

she's washinq some of the dishes..

- some of the items -



iie cant upload the pics..F5!!!!
wth connection lahs..=.=
make ppl angry nia..
msn oso cant online..zzzz

bb~

haiz..
todae was such a tired dae..
but,iie dunno how tu desribe my dae..
=.=~~
feel lyk im goinq to b crazy nw..):
sad & !!@#$%^&*
no mood tu write..x[

bb~

hahas..x]
my new blog address..
tiz blog address was from one of my fav sonq..
oso the theme sonq of my fav character roxas from Kingdom hearts 2..xD~
the title was the other promise..:P
euu c my address is http://x-theotherpromise.blogspot.com/ rite?x]
& todae was my birthdae..:]
happy b'dae tu mii..xP~
but,not realli happy todae..
im still sick..T_T~
haiz..
dunno when iie'll get well..
& oso he dun say happy b'dae tu mii..T_T~
so sad..
np le lahs..maybe he dunno or forget..


oso t'dae..
gt sumone so anoyinq..>.<~
maybe itz mii lahs tt's not nice..
but,we only chat first time todae..(we dunno each other in rl life)
he ask my hp numb & my home's address..=.=
he's crazy or wat?
iie dunwan give thn he ask mii y..
itz not normal question tu give tu sumone euu dun realli noe..
but ttz all my opinion..
cz idk wat ppl think bout tt..x[

ok..
think enough for t'dae..
bb~<3